A Real Contradiction

I am a true and confusing Contradiction to almost every person I debate on social media.
To most, I’m a conservative who hates Mexicans,  Muslims, and black people. I hate The Gays and hope they burn in Hell for their disgusting sins.
I liked G.W. Bush as president while I was serving in the Army and deployed to Iraq during the kickoff of Operation Iraqi Freedom in 2003.
I’m obviously very racist and a war monger.
I love to own big guns that shoot 200 rounds per second so I can hunt and also be ready for the occasional shooting in a public place, of course.
I think all immigrants should go back to where they came from and hate the current President,  Obama,  because he’s black and he talks all uppity.
I have a rebel flag on my truck and in my window at home. 
I get up everyday, drink some booze and smoke some weed and cigarettes while beating my children  right before we head to church. Then go home afterward to my trailer park home and barbecue chicken and ribs with beer while listening to Lynyrd Skynyrd blared up real high.

Sound about right to all you liberals?

Reality check:
I am a multi ethnic white woman who has no racism in my mind or heart. I don’t hate anyone that hasn’t personally given me a reason to hate them.
I absolutely agree with LGBT being given the same rights to marry and love who they love just like the rest of us. I am bisexual, myself.
I did like Bush as my president while I was in the military because he treated us with respect and compensated us more fairly based on the hard work that we do instead of what some politician thought was okay. 
I don’t go to church. I’m actually not a religious person. I am noticing as I get older that I may be more agnostic than anything.  Church is a business used to take money from believers. I’ve seen a lot of religious people being hateful and full of sin so I believe it is a personal decision and practice if you are a Christian.
I don’t ever use religion to deny anyone anything and don’t agree with those who do; although their rights say they can choose not to go against their own morals and beliefs. But that’s a whole new post.
I do love guns but don’t own any at the time. My family comes before the guns we’d like to purchase so for money reasons alone we decided to wait. I believe people should be allowed to buy guns as long as they pass a rigorous background check system, a repaired and previously flawed system. 
As for immigration, I think our country has a lot of leaks in the boat. You don’t take on more weight when your ship is filling up already through the leaks. I think we need to fix the system and then talk about getting rid of criminal immigrants and making current law-abiding immigrants run the system full of fines, testing, educating,  and starting at the bottom for benefits and jobs.
I do not like Obama but only because he’s making very bad choices for this country and it’s making things worse. He was elected because of the color of his skin to prove something to everyone from every ideology that it could be done without regard for experience or ability.  I do not necessarily care for Trump, at all, but if he was the only other name on my voting ballot with Hillary , I’d either vote Trump or rip up my ballot and walk out. I’m still not sure. I don’t do drugs. I don’t smoke. I don’t drink. I do like to barbecue though and I do live in a brand new mobile home we purchased last year with a large piece of property.    
I do own a truck with a veteran license plate and a veteran sticker in the window. No flag though.
I hate abortion but think it should be allowed only in emergency cases and/or for one time per woman when she realizes she made a mistake. I empathize because I’ve been there. But I wouldn’t do it again. I’d do everything to prevent it even if it meant quadrupling protection methods.
I’m pro death penalty for violent sex offenders, murderers,  and other violent crimes. Something inside a person breaks when they kill or rape someone.  You can’t rehabilitate that with 100% trust it won’t happen again. Why waste 25 years, 24 hours a day, 3 meals, showers, beds, electricity, etc on those people when there are innocent civilians and Veterans homeless on our streets.

I think we need less regulations on social issues such as gay marriage and less anger over gay wedding cakes. Let people love who they love and leave them alone.

I think false victim hood perpetuates the unwillingness to work hard for what you have. Always blaming the system or someone else isn’t ever going to help you move up in the world.

I think we need to focus money on things we can actually accomplish to help real people instead of studying the effects of pig farts on the ozone.

I say all of this because I realized today that all conservatives are labeled as the first set of stereotypes but that we are all different. We don’t blindly follow one party or ideology. Some of us can engage people we disagree with without insulting or screaming but rarely get it in return. So this is me. This is how I think. Briefly. Stop worrying about who you can be friendly with based on their ideology or beliefs and start worrying about how you can find some common ground and understanding to build on to make things better.

*typed from my cellphone so pardon any errors*


Recent News Dumps Made Liberals Look Silly…Again.

After the IRS news came out today showing that top level IRS officials knew conservative groups were being targeted for further “review” as far back as 2011, I wonder how that ‘conspiracy theorists’ accusation is working for the liberal community? Lets, also, not forget the Benghazi talking points changes and hidden “truths” that Jay Carney had such a hard time explaining yesterday.

But, please, continue to attempt to make conservatives look like they’re making things up and trying to attack the Obama administration with false accusations and conspiracy theories aimed at getting him impeached.

See how that keeps working out for you as the time passes and more facts and reports are released.


I’ll just sit over here watching you all look stupid with your “Obama 2012” stickers on your cars and funny little blinders on your faces. Wouldn’t want to let the facts or logic get in your eyes, would we?






What was the motto you all used last year? Oh yea, it was the length of America’s sentence being imposed by anyone who thought this guy was still good for the country. Great job guys! You must be so proud.


You Right-Wing Nutjobs Sure Are Good At Pushing Conspiracies!

Over the past 5 years, conservatives and smart voters of every political party have been trying to highlight the inconsistencies with the statements and actions of President Obama and nearly all of his staff. Any time someone asks why this was done or why he said that, the person asking is attacked by the army of, “you’re a nutjob conspiracy theorist” and effectively left in the ‘fringe’ to struggle and eventually be forgotten.

This has quite literally reached the point of ridiculous with the attack in Benghazi. When the attack happened, almost immediately, Obama and his lackeys pushed out the narrative of an innocent protest spurred the attack because of the hateful YouTube video that was made by an American. Most of us saw through this claim and began to question why the “protest” in Libya was so different from the protests in Egypt? How did a flag burning protest in Cairo lead to a building breaching, heavy weapons using, American killing protest in Benghazi? Why did the protest in Benghazi happen so much later than the other protests and why were they so much more violent?

The days after the attack, we began to hear more and more details that revealed the attack had moved from one location to another and continued to escalate into mortar attacks that led to two more Americans dying while they seemingly waited for help from their own government to escape or fight the attackers. Some help came, but it was too little, too late.

Then, the State Department sent out Susan Rice to tell everyone it was all because of that YouTube video while President Obama went on late-night talk shows and The View to say the same thing. Hillary Clinton stood in front of the flag-draped caskets of the four dead Americans and told the nation that they died because of a video that sparked a violent protest.

Still, the only people asking questions were on the “right” of the aisle or working for Fox News. Only one other news organization had anyone looking into the questionable excuses for the deaths of our own citizens in another country. CBS’s, Sharyl Attkisson, started doing her own research and investigating which eventually led her to the same questions and results that Fox and conservatives were hearing; the president and his administration were lying.

But, still, the liberal media refused to pick up on the obvious facts that refuted what the president had been saying and continued to attack Fox and conservatives with accusations of conspiracy theories and wanting to impeach the first black president. Because hey, if you don’t agree with the president, you are obviously a racist. *See my previous post about using racism in politics here*

Eventually, the administration had to come out and admit that the attack in Benghazi was terrorism but it waited until after the election happened in 2012 and Obama won re-election to say, in essence, “We were wrong. It wasn’t the video. It actually was a terrorist attack.” Well, we already knew this and most of American should have known this but the media and the president’s very effective campaign staff steered focus off of Benghazi and on to what Mitt Romney said during a fundraiser. Obama actually had to get help from one of his media hacks during a presidential debate to make Romney seem like he was lying and trying to politicize the deaths of those in Libya. It worked. Romney lost and America was oblivious to the false narrative being pushed onto their TV screens, radios, and printed media.

Here we are, eight months later, still trying to find out what really happened on that night and the days or weeks beforehand that led to precious lives being lost. Hillary Clinton testified before congress and told them and us that she had nothing to do with what happened and hadn’t covered anything up. She displayed her feigned outrage very well for the cameras at the very thought that she would lie about anything involving dead Americans. President Obama and many State Department officials did the same thing. Getting in front of many cameras and releasing statements in press conferences, Jay Carney, Hillary Clinton, upper level State Department officials, and the president told us that they only said what they said because that’s what they were told.

Well, now we know different. In the most recent congressional hearing, three whistleblowers told America that the only people who EVER thought there was a protest as a result of a YouTube video were the people saying it on TV. From the first minutes and the hours after, the individuals on the ground in Benghazi KNEW it was an attack by Al Qaeda affiliates, Anwar Al Shari’a, and that it was terrorism; plain and simple. They also noted how the days and weeks leading up to that night, there had been many requests for more security that were denied by upper level officials who ignored the previous indicators and attacks that were obvious signs of an impending attack.

One whistleblower was even told by State Department lawyers that he was not to discuss the events of that night with a republican congressman without having a State lawyer present. When he finally had the opportunity to speak with Congressman Chaffetz and no State lawyer was around, he was berated and criticized by his superiors after which eventually led to his demotion to a low-level position.

Officials have tried to keep pushing the “oh those right-wing nutjobs are crazy loons out to get the president and find a conspiracy or cover-up where there isn’t one” but it’s falling apart. More and more media outlets are beginning to report on Benghazi as more and more information leaks out. Today, we learned that the talking points Susan Rice used on the Sunday shows were altered at least 12 times by White House, State Department, and intelligence officials in order to make the State Department look better and avoid embarrassment.

Is this really the kind of government we are excusing? How can ANYONE think it is okay for our government to withhold, lie, or mislead us just to make themselves look good? Are people really so devoted to the historical aspect of President Obama’s election that they will ignore virtually every word or action that would raise questions, at the least, if it were any other president?

There is no justification for lies from our government. No past actions of another president can excuse what this president is doing. Using past acts of Bush or Reagan to excuse and ignore the current administration’s complete lack of trustworthiness is absolutely disgusting. It should not take eight months for the basic facts to come out. Media should not be allowed to ignore a story just because they think republicans are politicizing it. So what if they are? Does that mean the facts are not still there?

I, for one, don’t care who is ultimately held responsible for the lies and lack of judgement surrounding the Benghazi compound and attack as long as they are held responsible. I’m not trying to put the blame on Obama or Hillary just because I don’t agree with their policies or agendas or possible run for president in 2016. I just want the truth and they have not yet given that to us. They refuse to just come out and admit that they tried to make themselves look better during an election and avoid the embarrassment of the American public knowing that they were wrong about Al Qaeda being on the run. We would all, rather, hear the truth about what happened, when it happened, instead of hearing that they tried to turn us into gullible idiots that just blindly accept whatever they say because, hey, ‘Obama wouldn’t lie to us! He loves women, children, and LGBT! He wants us all to have loads of money and free healthcare!”.

Wake up people. Stop being the battered spouses of a man who has repeatedly used your ignorance and forgiveness to push lies and policies that are hurting us.